Do you have to go?

Me and my boyfriend are working together, in a same place. For this last couple years, he is the one who always been accompanying me when i have to do the over time, the one who always helped me when i'm in need. And when he is around, i'm getting way too much attention and affection from him then i'm officially being a spoiled little girl. The fact that he is going to move to a new place of work making me happy but scared, sad, angry, disappointed at the same time. What am i going to do without him? Could i survive?? People said : "God's plans always beautiful", i am trying to convince myself to that and always trying to think positive, hopefully i can get use to it in short time. I actually doesn't want him to go, but i also don't want to be selfish, because i believe he do this for our own good, for us to have a better life in the future. I am trying to accept this reality, i  am trying not to show this feeling so i won't become his burden. That's why, all i can do is praying the best for us, even tough deep down inside of me are deeply sad.


Best of luck, dear..