i want Instagram!!

Currently loving this application.. Instagram. A photo editor where you can put filters into your photo gallery, either a vintage photos, black and white, sepia, and other filters that not all of photo editor application has. But unfortunately, this application can be found only when you have iPhone on your hand (crap!!), so for now i just have to keep it as one of my "high" dreams. People said : "dream high.." i'm doing it btw.. :p

I guess i just have to work harder and harder so i can save more money to buy an iPhone, or maybe anyone want to make my dream come true?? *wink2

Dream Wedding

I just found out this beautiful wedding venue in bali called The Ritual, i think i have nothing to say because the place, the view, everything is breath-taking.. Check it out here.

They have chapel for the wedding ceremony, suites for couple who just got married, a very huge area for guests and surrounded by a cliff area where the view of it is outstanding and you can directly enjoy either the sunrise or sunset there. Really really a dream wedding, let's pray... ;)

The 'holy' chapel

The suites

Sunset, love it!

breath-taking :*

Garden Party..

Honda Exhibition @Sutos

Honda Exhibition @Sutos 22nd-24th July 2011

After office hour, me, Sofian, ical, yudi went to sutos to take care of the exhibition, with  so many bonuses like discount until 25millions, and another bonus, we’re hoping to sell many cars today. Hour by hour, the mall is getting crowded until i couldn’t feel the aircon.. Hot! *fiuhh..
As far as i know, this mall is like a walking runway, every girls and guys are showing their best style, and specially for the girls, they’re showing their skin way too much, mini-skirt, short, one-shoulder cloth, tank-top, and of course, high heels.. It kind of makes me dizzy, because there are so many people walking around here and there. The time showed 20.00… 21.00… 22.00… 23.00… 00.00… yes, 00.00 at midnight and then went home. Felt really tired yet happy because of had too much laugh talking about ical’s secret admirer. Well, life is confusing sometimes, and such an irony when we adore the ones who ignore us, and ignore the ones who adore us, but hey.. You can’t force love honey, and your heart is not good at lying.
I didn’t eat regularly today, so i’m having this belly-ache right now, i think i just go to sleep and hoping that tomorrow my belly will be much better..

xoxo, jean

Blood Donation

What’s on your mind when you heard that words? Shocked? Scared? Afraid? For me, blood donation means caring and sharing. Caring because out there, there’s a lot of sick people who really need blood to save their life. Sharing because in life, we have to live with each other, maybe for some of us sharing blood with people we barely know would be the weirdest thing that happen. As i recall, since years ago, i’m dying to donate my blood, there’s so many advantages you could get by donate your blood, especially for your health. Today, 22nd July, finally i got that chance! Yippiieee.. The TUPPERWARE is celebrating their 20th Anniversary in the mall (Tunjungan Plaza), and to celebrate this event, they’re open this blood donation section. I saw many people were donating their blood, and i got this excitement then i asking one of my office-mate ical to do the blood donation and surprisingly she said yes yes and yes, woohooooo..~ We went straight to the specific area to donate, did the register (since this was my first time, i got the blue paper instead of the white), and they told us to go inside the checking room. In that room there should be 3 spots until we’re finish. First, checking our blood pressure, second, checking our red blood cell, Final, the blood donation. When it comes my turn, the officer called me then she checked my blood pressure, and she said “sorry, i don’t think you can donate your blood today, because here your blood pressure is quite low, 90, the normal is 100, maybe you could try it some other time”. I got shocked and sad because if that so, then i couldn’t donate my blood and sharing it to anyone who need it badly.. Hiiiks :’( I was looking at my friend ical and told her that i failed, but surprisingly she turned her head and she said that she couldn’t donate her blood either because her red blood cells is low. Totally disappointed!! (╰_╯) grrr !!! From now on, i will try to live healthy, eat well, sleep well, and do the little work out in my dorm..

Wish me luck, y’all..!!! xoxo

Super Mom Birthday

“Happy birthday to my super woman, MOM! stay healthy as always. Even you’re far, i know you love me. Love you,mom..”

So today is my mom’s birthday, like i said before, it’s a week after my dad’s birthday. Once again, she is not here, i think she should be here by now,  like my father’s, i couldn’t hug and kiss or even see her on this special day because we live separately. Its been a while.. Sad? Positive! because i miss her so bad. Even if today isn’t her birthday, i would have been hugging her right now.. Gosh, it makes me miss her even more :( But, i really Thank them, because without them by my side, makes me learn faster about this life. Living on my own, i could learn about different characters of people, different style. Problems, obstacles came into my life, but amazingly, i could survive until now. I know your prayer always with me,mom..

Mom, where ever you are, i want you to be happy, maybe sometimes i disappointed you, maybe i make you cried, and we had our quarrel, but for me the most important thing is your happiness, that’s why please take care of yourself, eat well, sleep well, so when the times come we meet again, you will give me your big-wide-smile, and at that moment i will hug you tightly and i promise you i will hug you every time i open my eyes and before i go to bed..

That’s my only wish for you,mom.. Come home soon :*

love, your daughter..

So into you

Living life of my own, i never thought that everything would be so hard for me. Especially been separate from the lovely one for quite long time, don’t have any family here in this town. I realized that life has already have their plans for me, and i know that He has beautiful, unpredictable purpose with my life, but still sometimes i just feel so lonely, the fact that my family is far away on the other side of this planet makes me feel lonelier then before. That’s why i am really grateful for Him because giving me such a caring, patience person like my boyfriend, Sofian, picked me up everyday, brought breakfast for me, waited for me until late night of waiting bosses, drove all night from his south life to west life every weekend.


Btw, today is my 1 year 1 month anniversary with Sofian, this morning in the office, he stopped by to my desk, reached my hand, and said “happy 1 year 1 month anniversary,ni”, i got shock and speechless yet happy like the 4th of July then i replied “Happy anniversary too,jo..thanks for everything for the past 1 year 1 month” and we looked at each other and smile happily.. :D


Did i prepare some present for him? no worry, ‘coz yes.. i did prepare! from a month ago in fact, since our 1 year anniversary (Geez.. i always got too excited when there are special occasion ;P). For this anniversary, i’ll be giving him a bag, Levi’s brown bag, since he is been using his Kuta Lines yellow bag from high school, long time ago before we ever met :p and thank God he seems happy with what i gave him. I am really glad having him as my boyfriend, he brings joy, happiness, he brighten my day, and he is my motivator in the office, makes my day!! hehee.. With him, i am no longer feel the loneliness.. *big wide smile


My only wish for us : May God always bless us, and we could be happy as always, no more tears, laughter all the time.. Love you,soy <3

Compliment!!

Just now, my boss sent me BBM :
Mr.W : Jean.. bs minta tlg lg...? *blushing emo*
Me : Ya pak?
Mr.W : Bs tlg cek kursnya Sin brp ya skr? Thanks *big smile emo*
Me : Sumber BI, jual... beli..., Sumber BCA, jual... beli...
Mr.W : Ok, Km memang sippp..*thumb up emo*

Is that a compliment he just said to me?? Big Wow!! It shocked me, because he is rarely put some compliment on me, well i guess this is the first time. I'm not happy with that compliment, but it's awesome how he said it to me and quite funny i think :D . The scary boss's image is so not there in him, hehe..
Well, i Thank God for giving me that kind of boss, great charisma yet funny and friendly user, LOL! he taught me a lot of things i never know before.

I remembered first or couple month in my office, he said to me "i want you to become as fast as i am", but the fact that i often made mistakes, barely make the right things to do, ex. i bought a wrong class of ticket, i should bought normal class ticket or higher instead of promo class ticket, or other ex. i gave the wrong letter that supposed to give to my big boss instead give it to Mr.W, he almost mad at me, but with his guidance and never tired of telling me the right thing without being angry, finally i can through the hard time there.

and here i am, from the zero-secretary to a hero-secretary *big grin... :D

Happy BirthDAD!

13th July is my daddy’s birthday, he supposed to be here by now so i could hug him tightly, kiss him sweetly to congrats and pray for the best for him, but unfortunately i have to keep it for a while since we live separately for the past 2 years.. But still, my prayer always be with him forever. I wish him healthiness, wealthiness, and joy always surround him, and our family one day could meet again. I try to recall my mind about how we act and what we do when one of our family member is having their birthday, we will stay up late until 00.00 midnight, even though my mom once said “hey,your birthday is not on 00.00, it was in the morning, jean”, but for me, when the clock reached 00.00am (sharp!), i assumed it already a birthday and i should say happy birthday. At night, me and my family will having dinner in five stars hotel or fancy restaurant, it’s not how we’re being cocky, but we think we only celebrate it once a year, so it should be special and memorable, and of course i won’t forget to take snaps of them and put it into our family albums.. 

Nowadays, i’m waiting for my mom’s birthday to come, a week after my dad’s it’s my mom’s, can’t wait!!

XXI at last..

Wu Xia - casts Donnie Yen, Takeshi Kaneshiro, Tang Wei

Recently not so many good movies played in Indonesia, moreover after the government had conflict with the importer of hollywood movies. The movie title i mentioned above was one of my today's date list, watching movie XXI.. horrayness.. :D

Took 6:00 pm movie, it started peacefully, when the Liu Xin Ji (Donnie Yen) woke up next to his wife and met his little family, btw, love his 2nd son named Xiao Tian, his eyes are big and round with cute hair style, and well acted too.. :*

A little review about the movie : it was chinese martial arts noir epic, set in the late Qing Dynasty (early 1900s). Liu (Donnie Yen) is a papermaker leading a simple life with his wife Ayu (Tang Wei) and their two sons. Into their remote village comes Detective Xu (Takeshi Kaneshiro) who is investigating the deaths of two bandits who died during a robbery. Xu realises that the incident was no ordinary botched robbery, and his dogged inquiry dredges up sinful, dark secrets of Liu's buried past. The detective becomes convinced that Liu's real identity is Tang Long - a runaway member or a murderous gang. Watch the movie for the complete story ;)

While in the middle of the movie, was a great disturbed by a voice of little girl sat one row behind us, and a boy that kept on kicking my chair, grrr!! (x_x) and unfortunately his mom or dad doesn't even realized that their children have a very bad attitude, hufft :( until someone at the back sst'ed them, and then the mom took the baby girl outside and never go back until the movie is over. Fiuuh, finally i can enjoyed the whole movie. With 1hour 52minutes duration, for me the movie was very interesting, and the story made me yawn-less during the movie. Overall, for the movie i gave 8 over 10 :), can't wait for another good movie to come!!

PS : Right now, really dying for Harry Potter 7 to be play in Indonesia. #prayforharry . LOL!

my he'art'

People said "Picture tells a thousand words" . I'm 100% agree with that quote, for me photograph is one of the most important things in life right now, because with photograph you can bring back the old memories that you can not go back to that time. By seeing that photo i believe your mind will bring you back to that moment, and unconsciously you will smile or maybe cry of it because photos used to have a very sentimental history. Like the birthday, the graduate, the engagement, or the wedding, every moment in my life, i want it to be memorable, and by taking photos of every moment i can put all the memories and will have the opportunity to see it over and over again.

I love to editing some pictures even tough i'm not really that pro. By using one or more free photo editor program, yes free.. :p like Adobe Photoshop CS3, Pixlr-o-matic, and Paint, i'm quite happy with the results of my edited pictures. Here some of them..

one year ann @ hare & hatter

yummy mr.pancake ;9

well, my favourite themes is about love, and my most favourite object is my boyfriend Sofian..

xoxo, jean <3

Sweetheart's bday

27th June 2011, my boyfriend Sofian turns 26 y.o, so excited to prepare his birthday presents and his birthday surprise in the office, and walaaa.. bunch of presents have await for him!
Since for me, birthday is a very special occasion that have to celebrate, i really want to make it great, that's why i prepared his birthday presents since week ago before the H-day, with a little help by Nancy, my lovely sister, i went to PTC to find the cake and the presents

**My Sofian's birthday presents :
1st : One Piece Character "Luffy", so i made him birthday cake (bought at PTC) and birthday card from that character (a handmade card by myself, turning Luffy's face into his, cuteee.. :P)
2nd : Inter Milan Football Club, so i bought him 1 set of Inter Milan bed sheet (bought at Pasar Atom, have been looking for that bed sheet all day long, fiuh...)

Thank God he loves it all.. <3

on 29th June, me and Sofian's family went to Jade Imperial restaurant to celebrate Sofian's bitrhday, very grateful because i can get to know his family a little more deeper, talking about his family, about everything..

Happy birthday soy, wishing you the bestest of the best and always love God no matter what..

xoxo, Jean <3