Life oh life..

Been thinking about life recently.. (like i never think about it before :p)

I always remember my boyfriend's BBM status : "where's life taking us". I really have no idea where.. Sometimes i just live my life regularly, with no plans, targets, or anything else. Until one day, my boyfriend told me that his mom offers him to do the job interview in her friend's company. And i said, "go on, do it", without thinking what might happen next. He did an interview and yes he got the job. Now, he is officially resigning from Honda and i suddenly.. Blank! Never thought it will be this far.. Ahhh, i am surely going to miss youuuuu... >_< The other hand, now, myself is trying to manage life, makes plans, targets, and dream high, for me and for us..

The good thing is, his office located not far away from my office, so he will still pick me up every morning (luv you.. :*) 

Thank God i have friends to cheer me up and of course piles of works awaits me so it keeping me busy until i didn't realized that you are not here by my side.. :)

Do you have to go?

Me and my boyfriend are working together, in a same place. For this last couple years, he is the one who always been accompanying me when i have to do the over time, the one who always helped me when i'm in need. And when he is around, i'm getting way too much attention and affection from him then i'm officially being a spoiled little girl. The fact that he is going to move to a new place of work making me happy but scared, sad, angry, disappointed at the same time. What am i going to do without him? Could i survive?? People said : "God's plans always beautiful", i am trying to convince myself to that and always trying to think positive, hopefully i can get use to it in short time. I actually doesn't want him to go, but i also don't want to be selfish, because i believe he do this for our own good, for us to have a better life in the future. I am trying to accept this reality, i  am trying not to show this feeling so i won't become his burden. That's why, all i can do is praying the best for us, even tough deep down inside of me are deeply sad.


Best of luck, dear..